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I am 21 years young, working a full-time job and trying to make it in life. I hope you have fun reading my blog.

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

It's Official!

Well, it's official! I'm a divorced woman now. Divorce court was at 10:30am and it was, literally, done in ten minutes. That was the FASTEST court session I have ever seen. Who knew, right?

What are my feelings about this whole thing? Well, they're back and forth, honestly. In one aspect, I'm relieved that the whole thing is done and over. On the other hand, I'm completely heartbroken. He let me go way too easy and with no fight. And, he also doesn't want to accept any responsibility at all...which is definitely not right by any means.

Thankfully, I didn't have to answer a bunch of questions at court today. I answered a few, acknowledging that things were irreconcilable and a few more. I'm just glad I didn't have to go into detail about the whole thing because it's embarrassing. Yes, it SHOULD be embarrassing for him...but it's even more embarrassing for me! No, I'm not going to go into detail about everything that was wrong in our marriage, but it's just embarrassing and I'm glad it's done and over. 

So enough about that....how does everyone feel about this snow that's going on? Crazy, right? The worst part about it is that I'll have to get out and shovel late tonight before bed because I have to be at work at 7am and so I'll have to leave by about 6am. And I really don't want to be out shoveling at that time. So, hopefully, Mother Nature stops this storm so I don't have to deal with it. Meanwhile, stay inside! Don't get out there in it and drive around! That's not smart. Ha, I say that, and yet I'm going out to dinner tonight with my family....at least it's here in town and only about 4-5 blocks down the road.

Here's a picture from this morning right before court of my mom and I - hope you enjoy it! :) I'm the one in green and she's the one in orange!


Monday, February 3, 2014

Torn in Two

A lot of emotions have been running through me recently. One minute, my heart's saying:
"Cause I don’t wanna lose you now
I’m lookin’ right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I’ll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin’ back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along”
And then it's saying:
"We are never ever getting back together, 
We are never ever getting back together, 
You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me 
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together."


Needless to say, emotions suck....