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Friday, February 14, 2014

Getting Back to "Normal"

Well, not going to lie - it's weird going back to my maiden name again. Seeing it on any mail that comes my way or anything is EXTREMELY weird! It's nice, but weird.

I've been busy the last couple weeks, work and all. But it's also been nice to hang out with some friends and family that I haven't seen in a while, for whatever reason there was. I couldn't really just hang out with them without my ex texting me or calling me the whole time wondering when I was coming home or what I was doing or who I was with or, again, when I was coming home. It made me feel trapped. If he had just come with me, we wouldn't have had this problem.

You know how you'll be listening to the radio and a song comes on that completely and totally goes with how you're feeling right then and there? Yeah, that's been happening to me. A lot. Almost every song I hear on the radio right now explains the situation or goes with the situation and it's totally weird. But I just sing my heart out and go with it! It starts to get old when every song on the radio goes with my mood, however.

Valentine's day....gee....where do I begin? Well, I'll be happy when all those Valentine's day commercials are off the radio - they got old after the first two days they were on and that was almost three weeks ago. Plus, I'll be happy when all the "love is in the air!" is out of here too. Normally, I'm not one to be a "kill joy" but when you just go through a divorce and have to hear about how everyone else's boyfriend/fiancee/husband are perfect, it's just kind of disgusting and it makes me feel worse. And that's not their fault, it's just my stupid emotions right now.

Here's a song that's really been speaking to me right now, as well! Enjoy!